I know that the way i feel isnt what is really happening, but I have to let it out.
I FEEL LIKE THIS IS A GAME TO EVERYONE ELSE..
My date of delivery has now been changed 3 times. it keeps getting pushed out. I dont want to wait anymore even though I am scared for her.. I really hate hearing "We need to wait another week." Someone please explain why i need to wait another week??? Its like they want me to dwell on it more than i allready have.
On top of the date change i made plans for my Daughter Madi to be here during the scheduled time so she could meet her new sister, and because the day was changed she wont be here now. How do I explain that mommy had a baby to a 2 yr old when i cant show her the baby??? I am soooo worried she wont understand.
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